Learning to replace embarrassment with pride took time. She clearly remembers shame flooding through her when classmates joked about skipping trips to Starbucks until their parents deposited money in their bank accounts, or fretted about waiting two weeks to get the newest iPhone.<\/p>\n
She\u2019d feel her face flush if someone asked, \u201cWhy don\u2019t you ever go to basketball games? Don\u2019t you like having fun?\u201d Or each time she heard or read a declaration that no one could go hungry at college, after all, with so many restaurants, convenience stores and dining halls.<\/p>\n
Wall would swallow hard. She would refocus on her goals, trying not to think about the three jobs she was juggling, her efforts to figure out where her next several meals would come from and even the worries that she was diverting resources from the rest of her family.<\/p>\n
As she balanced all of this uncertainty with academics, Wall relied on staff and faculty mentors. She found a community and a life-changing support network through TRIO<\/a>, a federally initiated suite of student services and outreach programs designed to ensure educational opportunity for all Americans, regardless of background.<\/p>\n And she met many other students navigating the same, and tougher, issues.<\/p>\n Some had aged out of foster care and had nowhere to go on academic breaks. Others worried about losing Medicaid benefits and making health center co-payments, navigating financial aid and transportation, or whether that one textbook might be the expenditure that finally broke them.<\/p>\n \u201cWhat would you sacrifice to be able to take that amazing, career-changing unpaid internship?\u201d Wall said. \u201cStudents face really hard choices all the time.\u201d<\/p>\n But it wasn\u2019t only the hidden pain that made Wall willing to serve as a public face for underresourced students. She drew inspiration, she said, from the strength and dignity of others persevering in a world of instant gratification and cynicism.<\/p>\n \u201cIt took a lot for me to be able to say I was poor. I started talking about it more because there are so many other students like me who are not in a place where they\u2019re comfortable sharing or even asking for help,\u201d Wall said. \u201cYou can\u2019t look at a person and tell that they\u2019re food insecure or in poverty or homeless. You don\u2019t know how the person next to you might be suffering.<\/p>\n <\/span><\/p>\n One advantage Wall had was strong emotional support from back home in Lexington, North Carolina. While some of her peers\u2019 families might see school as a luxury, Wall\u2019s viewed it as a chance to change the trajectory of generations.<\/p>\n No one in her immediate family had attended college. But her father, who suffered a severe work injury that took him years to overcome, and her mother \u2013 quite young when Wall and her two sisters were born \u2013 always encouraged hard work and the pursuit of higher education as a ticket to a better life. (Her mom eventually returned to school to earn an associate\u2019s degree herself.)<\/p>\n \u201cAnd I had really wonderful counselors at West Davidson High School, who knew my situation,\u201d Wall said. \u201cThey did everything possible to help me \u2014 getting fees for tests and applications waived, and helping me with things that my family didn\u2019t know how to do.\u201d<\/p>\n Those things included searching for scholarships; between shifts waitressing at Sonic, she successfully applied for several small awards. Being chosen for Pack Promise, a program created to assist low-income students in meeting all of their financial needs through a combination of grants, loans and work-study jobs, helped get her to NC State.<\/p>\n \u201cI\u2019m eternally grateful for that,\u201d she said.<\/p>\n As an undergraduate, Wall worked at places including Port City Java and the Poole College of Management, and she babysat often. Through TRIO, she led tours for high school students and voluntarily taught workshops on budgeting and meal planning (as a self-described coupon and spreadsheet queen).<\/p>\n People had often told a younger Wall that she could be a talented educator, but the skeptical animal lover arrived at NC State wanting to become a veterinarian. As a freshman zoology major in the College of Sciences and a member of Roots and Shoots conservation club, she realized she loved research more than medicine. She switched to a wildlife concentration.<\/p>\n \u201cWhen I got here, my professors just did such amazing things,\u201d she said. \u201cAt times in class, I would feel it was crazy for me to even be in that room. I was so thankful and excited.\u201d<\/p>\n She participated in the Chancellor\u2019s First-Year Student Leadership Program, completed an Alternative Service Break focused on hunger and homelessness in Raleigh, and did internships at Piedmont Wildlife Center, AniMall and the Nature Research Center at the NC Museum of Natural Sciences.<\/p>\n After earning her bachelor\u2019s degree in zoology in spring 2015, Wall spent 10 months serving with AmeriCorps as a guest stormwater educator in Piedmont North Carolina schools. Guess what?<\/p>\n She really loved teaching.<\/p>\n She returned to NC State and earned her master\u2019s in fisheries, wildlife and conservation biology from the College of Natural Resources in fall 2017. During graduate school, she enjoyed a paid summer research job at the University of Arizona, a research trip to the Bahamas and attendance at professional conferences in locations ranging from Kentucky to Sweden.<\/p>\n The ability to embrace such opportunities propelled her through the hard times, including moments when her shame and embarrassment became more direct. Once, for example, as Wall sat in a waiting room hoping to get her SNAP food benefits restored following an administrative snafu, a woman glanced at the laptop she was using to do school work and said, well, I guess you can\u2019t really be poor.<\/p>\n The woman had no idea how much research and effort had gone into securing a loan as a high school student to buy that computer \u2014 a critical investment Wall hoped would get her through college.<\/p>\n Today, she\u2019s proud to share her story<\/a>. She has been interviewed on National Public Radio, has spoken at events focused on food and housing insecurity and on behalf of initiatives like NC State\u2019s Feed the Pack food pantry, and advocates for the importance of education. She has channeled all of it \u2013 the good and bad experiences, her academic passions and her drive to help others become successful \u2013 into her job teaching earth and environmental science and coaching the school cheerleading team.<\/p>\n \u201cI bought my own house when I was 23. I bought my own car. It felt really good,\u201d said Wall, who got married last fall.<\/p>\n And it felt good to find her voice. She\u2019s excited about NC State\u2019s efforts to increase need-based scholarships<\/a> and other resources critical to helping students<\/a> achieve their potential.<\/p>\n \u201cNothing good comes from comfort zones. Think and Do \u2013 for me, that\u2019s about coming together to make something better. If you can\u2019t meet your basic needs, how can you focus on success? Supporting students and giving kids the opportunity to see what they\u2019re truly capable of, you\u2019re really changing the world,\u201d she said. \u201cYou\u2019re changing the world.\u201d<\/p>\n This post was originally published<\/a> in Giving News.<\/em><\/p>","protected":false,"raw":"As a teacher, Kalysha Clark Wall believes in the potential of every single one of her students at Fuquay-Varina High School.\r\n\r\nThat belief intertwines with the lessons the two-time NC State alumna learned herself as a first-generation college graduate.\r\n\r\n\u201cPotential alone isn\u2019t enough,\u201d Wall said. \u201cYou have to have opportunity and support, too.\u201d\r\n\r\nHer own opportunity to attend the university \u2013 earned through focus and determination \u2013 truly changed her life. Getting to campus, though, was just the first step in the struggle toward realizing her potential.\r\n\r\nAt times during her college years, Wall faced feelings of unworthiness, anxiety and even deep shame. They are, she said, commonplace among low-income and first-generation college students.\r\n\r\nAs she cleared each hurdle toward earning bachelor\u2019s and master\u2019s degrees, the journey helped her discover a new resolve: She began to step out front as an advocate for other NC State students like her. She spoke out, highlighting the need for greater resources and demonstrating that it\u2019s OK to use them.\r\n\r\n\u201cSociety puts a lot of negative emphasis on people who are struggling,\u201d she said. \u201cThere are stigmas, labels and misconceptions. They\u2019ll say you\u2019re leeching or lazy and things like that, when you\u2019re getting tired just fighting the battle. People look at you differently when they find out you\u2019re on food stamps, for example.\r\n\r\n<\/span>\r\n\r\nLearning to replace embarrassment with pride took time. She clearly remembers shame flooding through her when classmates joked about skipping trips to Starbucks until their parents deposited money in their bank accounts, or fretted about waiting two weeks to get the newest iPhone.\r\n\r\nShe\u2019d feel her face flush if someone asked, \u201cWhy don\u2019t you ever go to basketball games? Don\u2019t you like having fun?\u201d Or each time she heard or read a declaration that no one could go hungry at college, after all, with so many restaurants, convenience stores and dining halls.\r\n\r\nWall would swallow hard. She would refocus on her goals, trying not to think about the three jobs she was juggling, her efforts to figure out where her next several meals would come from and even the worries that she was diverting resources from the rest of her family.\r\n\r\nAs she balanced all of this uncertainty with academics, Wall relied on staff and faculty mentors. She found a community and a life-changing support network through TRIO<\/a>, a federally initiated suite of student services and outreach programs designed to ensure educational opportunity for all Americans, regardless of background.\r\n\r\nAnd she met many other students navigating the same, and tougher, issues.\r\n\r\nSome had aged out of foster care and had nowhere to go on academic breaks. Others worried about losing Medicaid benefits and making health center co-payments, navigating financial aid and transportation, or whether that one textbook might be the expenditure that finally broke them.\r\n\r\n\u201cWhat would you sacrifice to be able to take that amazing, career-changing unpaid internship?\u201d Wall said. \u201cStudents face really hard choices all the time.\u201d\r\n\r\nBut it wasn\u2019t only the hidden pain that made Wall willing to serve as a public face for underresourced students. She drew inspiration, she said, from the strength and dignity of others persevering in a world of instant gratification and cynicism.\r\n\r\n\u201cIt took a lot for me to be able to say I was poor. I started talking about it more because there are so many other students like me who are not in a place where they\u2019re comfortable sharing or even asking for help,\u201d Wall said. \u201cYou can\u2019t look at a person and tell that they\u2019re food insecure or in poverty or homeless. You don\u2019t know how the person next to you might be suffering.\r\n\r\n<\/span>\r\n\r\nOne advantage Wall had was strong emotional support from back home in Lexington, North Carolina. While some of her peers\u2019 families might see school as a luxury, Wall\u2019s viewed it as a chance to change the trajectory of generations.\r\n\r\nNo one in her immediate family had attended college. But her father, who suffered a severe work injury that took him years to overcome, and her mother \u2013 quite young when Wall and her two sisters were born \u2013 always encouraged hard work and the pursuit of higher education as a ticket to a better life. (Her mom eventually returned to school to earn an associate\u2019s degree herself.)\r\n\r\n\u201cAnd I had really wonderful counselors at West Davidson High School, who knew my situation,\u201d Wall said. \u201cThey did everything possible to help me \u2014 getting fees for tests and applications waived, and helping me with things that my family didn\u2019t know how to do.\u201d\r\n\r\nThose things included searching for scholarships; between shifts waitressing at Sonic, she successfully applied for several small awards. Being chosen for Pack Promise, a program created to assist low-income students in meeting all of their financial needs through a combination of grants, loans and work-study jobs, helped get her to NC State.\r\n\r\n\u201cI\u2019m eternally grateful for that,\u201d she said.\r\n\r\nAs an undergraduate, Wall worked at places including Port City Java and the Poole College of Management, and she babysat often. Through TRIO, she led tours for high school students and voluntarily taught workshops on budgeting and meal planning (as a self-described coupon and spreadsheet queen).\r\n\r\nPeople had often told a younger Wall that she could be a talented educator, but the skeptical animal lover arrived at NC State wanting to become a veterinarian. As a freshman zoology major in the College of Sciences and a member of Roots and Shoots conservation club, she realized she loved research more than medicine. She switched to a wildlife concentration.\r\n\r\n\u201cWhen I got here, my professors just did such amazing things,\u201d she said. \u201cAt times in class, I would feel it was crazy for me to even be in that room. I was so thankful and excited.\u201d\r\n\r\nShe participated in the Chancellor\u2019s First-Year Student Leadership Program, completed an Alternative Service Break focused on hunger and homelessness in Raleigh, and did internships at Piedmont Wildlife Center, AniMall and the Nature Research Center at the NC Museum of Natural Sciences.\r\n\r\nAfter earning her bachelor\u2019s degree in zoology in spring 2015, Wall spent 10 months serving with AmeriCorps as a guest stormwater educator in Piedmont North Carolina schools. Guess what?\r\n\r\nShe really loved teaching.\r\n\r\nShe returned to NC State and earned her master\u2019s in fisheries, wildlife and conservation biology from the College of Natural Resources in fall 2017. During graduate school, she enjoyed a paid summer research job at the University of Arizona, a research trip to the Bahamas and attendance at professional conferences in locations ranging from Kentucky to Sweden.\r\n\r\nThe ability to embrace such opportunities propelled her through the hard times, including moments when her shame and embarrassment became more direct. Once, for example, as Wall sat in a waiting room hoping to get her SNAP food benefits restored following an administrative snafu, a woman glanced at the laptop she was using to do school work and said, well, I guess you can\u2019t really be poor.\r\n\r\nThe woman had no idea how much research and effort had gone into securing a loan as a high school student to buy that computer \u2014 a critical investment Wall hoped would get her through college.\r\n\r\n[caption id=\"attachment_19194\" align=\"aligncenter\" width=\"1024\"] Kalysha Clark Wall is a proud two-time alumna of NC State who’s now a high school teacher impacting the next generation. As the first member of her immediate family to attend college, she traveled a road that wasn’t always smooth, but the journey helped her find her voice as an advocate for other students in need of support. 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<\/a><\/a> Kalysha Clark Wall continues to advocate for services for underresourced students, such as Feed the Pack Food Pantry.[\/caption]\r\n\r\nToday, she\u2019s proud to share her story<\/a>. She has been interviewed on National Public Radio, has spoken at events focused on food and housing insecurity and on behalf of initiatives like NC State\u2019s Feed the Pack food pantry, and advocates for the importance of education. She has channeled all of it \u2013 the good and bad experiences, her academic passions and her drive to help others become successful \u2013 into her job teaching earth and environmental science and coaching the school cheerleading team.\r\n\r\n\u201cI bought my own house when I was 23. I bought my own car. It felt really good,\u201d said Wall, who got married last fall.\r\n\r\nAnd it felt good to find her voice. She\u2019s excited about NC State\u2019s efforts to increase need-based scholarships<\/a> and other resources critical to helping students<\/a> achieve their potential.\r\n\r\n\u201cNothing good comes from comfort zones. Think and Do \u2013 for me, that\u2019s about coming together to make something better. If you can\u2019t meet your basic needs, how can you focus on success? Supporting students and giving kids the opportunity to see what they\u2019re truly capable of, you\u2019re really changing the world,\u201d she said. \u201cYou\u2019re changing the world.\u201d"},"excerpt":{"rendered":"